Something's brewin'

These last few months have been...(pause while I try and find the right word)..hard. Lots of sickness, lots of bills, E is not happy at his job, he's trying to decide what he wants to do for the rest of his life, and so on and so on. Being a grownup is hard. We've been praying for help knowing what we should do. There are lots of options, but choosing between "good and good" is harder than the whole "good vs evil" thing. I had decided that I was going to start a preschool in our basement. I was excited and doing prep work, but something just didn't feel right. I told Ethan that I felt like we were supposed to be moving in a different direction. His response was that he felt something was brewin'. Something big was waiting just around the corner. That night he opened his email to find scholarships in the horticulture/science field that he's been wanting to do. Enough to cover tuition for a year. So, we've decided to pack ourselves up and move.
It really feels right. E is really excited. I'm feeling sad. I was just making good friends, I have a family doctor that I trust and like, we are so settled and comfortable here. It will be a good adventure and it will push us out of our comfort zone.